Live today

Oh what a weekend.... I don't even know where to start... so i guess i will just let go!!!! First of all i have been a wreck since yesterday when i found out that 2 ppl i know that are young and have been struggling with illnesses passed away!!!! There is that damn theory that ppl die in 3's and while i feel just fine.... i found myself waking up last night to check and see if i am alive. Mind you i made it through the whole surgery ect and really didnt fear that... but then a week later here i am and yeah.... i dont know maybe this is just part of it????? Well glad i got that off my chest!!!! Okay... now on with the 4th of July activitities!!!! We are going to grill, watermelon seed spit, and some kind of races, face painting of course and then fireworks!!!!!! Have a happy and safe 4th guys!!!!!! Muah!!!!!!