Mi Vida Loca

Welcome to my crazy life..... So I survived another 4th of July although at moments i thought i was surviving by a piece of thread!!! I was pretty darn exhausted before we went out to the park...but then i just got even more tired!!!! First my son Kameron was persistent on taking his dog Kipper with us. Which i was ok with. But once there when the first firework went off so did the dog!!!!! So the entire time was spent looking for the KIPPER!!!! and yes ppl he was on a leash!!! Still it was crazy and after about an hour of looking and not finding my 11 year old started to fall apart... not a gd thing... I felt horrible... so we continued to look and Thanks to my good ole friend Allison we found the dog!!!! Yeah!!!!1 Then it was off to let the kids shoot some fireworks of their own!!!! Which was pretty darn entertaining!!!!! I did get into a much over do conversation with someone i care alot about...(no not a man)... to find out that the way i handle things in my life is by turning into this "SuperBitch of a person" ... pretty tough to swallow!!!! But perhaps she is right!!! If i do its not because i try it is just the only way i know how to get through it!!! All in all it was a pretty gd holiday but next year???? Maybe something very low key!!!! I have found that i am getting closer and closer to my daughter Kelly!!! Kind of starting to worry about this... she is just 16!!! I dont want to make her too grown up!!! Hope that hasnt already happened!!! I remember thinkin that i would parent so different from what my parents did... and i did... odd thing is i am not reallly sure the outcome was that different!!! Hope everyone has a gd week!!! Let's see what is going to go on with me this week!!! This song by the way is a perfect title for me!!! ...." I'll go where the wind blows you can't tame a wild rose...welcome to my crazy life!!!!""